2.I drown myself in Bloody Tears of Love while the moon fades away as the Sun's coming to shine.

So, I'm a modern living vampire but my art of writing seems to be so vintage. Clearly to say, I'm the oldest among the three and well, isn't that make any sense to you? I'm older, the wiser and the goody too-shoes, taking care of my wildly untamed twin sisters is my main priority! Without me in their lives, they would ended up in a big bloody hole, trapped in a world of darkness, as if being a vampire doesn't belong to the dark, huh? But for one thing, the word 'seduce' in the black lace clan is like a must! You'll have your own way of being a killer temptress, whether in a sex kitten mode or even in a mysteriously shy cat manner as long as you're sexy enough to grab all the eyes of the bloody seekers. Really, the choice is all to you.

In a typical Friday Night, under the beautiful moonlight, a sort of massacre of bloodsucking party filled with bunch of highly rich and famous vampires around, all in black with a wicked art of black colour liner painted on each of their dazzling pair of eyes while they have the excitement to enjoy a glam rock music that will hypnotize you in every music note created, was held at the graveyard in the deep dark woods where it is an off-limit spot for mortals. Obviously, I won't miss this party every time it was havocking the night out. Skipping it would be like skipping my heartbeat to live on! For another obvious reason, I couldn't resist myself not to see my gorgeous full-blooded vampire boyfriend. He was always to die for! I'm already dead anyway but for sure I would kill myself if our passionate bond of the 'L' word break into million shattered pieces.


His cold and smooth skinned hand gently grabbed my fit waist to have a direct contact with his body as soon as his eyes were showing an image of a pale black haired girl in a little sexy black lacey dress coming to his way. "My dollface." Gently spoken by him while his fingers was playing with my Japanese doll inspired hair-like fringe. A moment after that, I could see on his flawless glowing face that he was stretching his smile like he always do every time he caught me in his muscular arms. He may be six feet tall with a skinny body but hey, he's already gorgeous in his own very unique way, so why bother the fact that he doesn't have a hot bod. And do take this note, I'm not like Aurora and Amorette who craves for a delicously treat from a sexy big He-man! His sexy mohawk and beautiful ghostly voice are good enough to let me travel in a journey of love together with him as my true companion.

"Sorry for being a latecomer, baby." I apologized. He is the host of that wild party of course, and for not having his lover by his side would be such shame. "Had a drama issues with my sisters." Yeah, I blamed on those two bratty sisters of mine. They just couldn't stop biting some innocent model-like mortals and practically change them into one of us. Lure comes first and these sexy wild untamed girls will for sure win the hearts of every sexy mortals in town and not to forget their blood too. Someone wouldn't be that happy about it to see them acting like that and that someone should be me. I do drink fresh mortal bloods but only occasionally. In a matter of fact, I had the power to control my lust. Duh, that's because I have a full supply of blood, not the fresh ones but still, it is food anyway, all derived from the hospital blood banks robbed by my one and only lover's loyal minions.

That one sexy rocker of mine is a charmer. I bet my love life would be dull without having him around. Last night, after a long hours of throwing out his sexy voice to the crowd, the party was officially about to get over since dawn was on its way. Breathtaking kisses were exchanged by us, one after another, it was so fiery as if like we haven't kiss each other for many centuries! The hot kisses brought up to heat, those luscious lips of his kept biting and biting and his fingers has made a way from my hair to my sexy back. And the next thing you know, a hot scene were created in somewhere secret and quiet, only for the two of us to have the pleasure of playing lovegame. We had our passionate intimate moment not until it was interupted by his very own blood brother who practically love to disturb us during our love connection session. "Woo..I'm enjoying this, don't stop now." I pushed the shirtless rockstar away from me, without having a t-shirt on he look as sexy as hell, revealing his collection of sexy body tattoos on the right side of his bone appealing body, a star near on his pelvic and that gothic written wordings on his wrist, simply alluring! I quickly grabbed my black dress laid on the grassy ground and put it back on my torso, so I'm an instant mannequin now, great! Lucky me, I still had my lingerie on to cover my private body parts! An angry look was given to my loverboy, giving him signals that his twin brother is like a fly buzzing and flying here and there with an annoyance just to get on your nerves.

"What do you want, brother?" The rockstar was asking in curiosity, judging by the fact that his very own brother ruined his naughty fun scene with me. "Nothing really, just thought that you might want this to let loose, tonight!" The dreaded hip-hop rocker gave a high passed of a bottle of bloody red tablet pills and he managed to catch it on his hand. "Enjoy and don't swallow the whole bottle like you did last time." The hottie hip-hop walked away right after he gave me his playful wink. I crossed my arm and stared at my love, "Just throw it away, baby." I wouldn't want him to sunk the drug down on his throat, again. Yes, it gets you feel high. Even in a vampire world, a drug is surely exist. A tablet made from a junkie's blood, so what do you expect? For a rockstar, him and his band seemed to believe with the whole sex, drugs and rock & roll theme. So, the drug is like a weapon for them to have an awesome wicked time. I could see his eyes were gazing right at the tablets like it was hypnotizing him without even listening to my words. "Remember baby, you've made a vow to me not to take them again!" He gulped and still remain silent. "Fine. Go and follow your brother's order, take that crap and just leave me!" I was devistated on his unsure hessitation, I went back home, fell in a deep sleep with tears shed on my sparkling black eyes. And yeah, until now. The tears won't stop flowing down my cheeks.

This is an issue to me, I'm a wild girl, I admit that but hey I'm not like those rampaging vampires who clearly destroy their very own immortal life on being a druggie vamp. And obviously, I wouldn't want my boyfriend to be as one too. Well it is fine with me if a vampire is addicted to blood but certainly the screwed up and unhealthy type of blood is a big 'No, No'. Well, my sexy rockstar better take a full control of that stupid desire of his because it wasn't the first time we had a row concerning about this, we've gone through a lot already! He got influenced like that's so obvious, I don't know what kind of spell did his brother use to get into his mind, but then again, they're only vampires not a mixed blood of witch. I guess, he loves his brother so much, so he'll do anything what he says. You can say my vampire rockstar is perfect but little that everyone knows, he doesn't qualified to own that perfection title at all!

Oh my, I just got a text message on my cell. It's him, he wants to meet up. Gotta dry up my eyes now. Will write more soon, lovelies.

1. The Sun bathed my sun kissed skin of being the cold one with a touch of a human kiss.

Everything seems such a blurry vision of nauseating sea-sickness when it comes to the early morning. Usually its very cliché for a vampire to have sun allergies from the break of dawn till two hours before sunset which I by far strongly disagree from my personal experience that is. Yeah, true blood seems like a hit HBO series right? I know. Even I as one would fix my eyes on my plasma screen TV on the russet gold of vintage swirls of my wallpaper to catch every episode of it but some of those details of being a vampire are so off the fangs unite radar. Hold up, letting your eyes setting on these words of my diary does not give you the rights to make assumptions about us meaning Yes, we black lace vampires are modern sexy ass-kicking ones not some old reminiscent of big dresses and those killer corsets. Like literally a killer. My great grand aunt died in that. We're not how you say, some old medieval ones that doesn't even know what is a phone. In fact, my mom uses an iPhone for heaven's sakes.

It came to me as a wake up call from those streaks of light coming from that yellow disc high up in the sky surrounded by dreamy blue sky. Hey, I might be a vampire but that does not make me a hater of the sunlight that on the contrary the break of dawn is usually my favorite time of a day. Can’t grasp the fact to believe it? You should totally get your mouth gear up and ask my mom about it. Moving on, I was about to make my way to my bathroom till I found out I was in a lock down by a strong muscular pair of arms which in this case I was getting myself really thinking in the morning that why the hell is there a super gorgeous lad lying down on my bed with his lips heavily asleep on my right hand shoulder.

“Hey dude, are you lost?” pffft. That’s the first thing coming out from my red rose lips of dawn like my mind were not smart enough to come up with a more brilliant first breath of conversation. His eyes were dreamy indeed when he flutters it open like I would totally sing Usher’s song Oh My Gosh. No kidding, it was very electrifying indeed the way those blue oceanic eyes of the Parisian sea magnetizing your attention and draws you completely to it.

First he fought his way of fighting off his lids open because it seems like he is so not a morning person, not to mention a grumpy one too. After a few long seconds of my life then he was completely awake as if he was sedated with quite an amount of morphine back there.

“Where The Hell am I!” His eyes wandered around to study where his at which got me kind of scared with the angry expression worn on his flawlessly handsome face.

“Oh I don’t know about you but think I’m in heaven.” I fluttered my long Arabic inspired lashes of black away after I saw him seating up with my oh my that eight packs of his. Hey Usher, I like your song man.

“What?!” His face turns into a cloud of skeptical-ism if there is even such a word in the dictionary. I can’t really help myself that I needed to laugh and gracefully put myself on him as I trap him down to be my prisoner. The way I saw his expression shifted along with his body, I could tell he was pretty aroused.

“Chill home boy, Geez.” I readjusted this white satin around my bare torso with an interest of his blue eyes following every step of the way and a smirk appeared on my prey’s face. His fingers seem to love its site of touching a 5ft9 inches supermodel torso with curves to envy and legs to die for. It seems to me that my door was accompanied with a knock before I could even sink my fangs into his delicious looking veins all scattered up scrumptiously under his skin like a hot buttery no nut chocolate chip from famous amos that’s fresh out of the oven and ready to melt its caramelized taste in your mouth.

“Here goes my breakfast.” I sighed for my breakfast of the day is interrupted by a soul standing outside my bedroom door. The minute those words escaped his expression changes into somewhat cold.

“I know what you are. You’re a filthy blood sucker.”He got off the bed sinking into his Armani briefs and for his human abilities he seem to be quite fast reflex considering he caught hold of my throat and sank me into the bed as my silky long black mane suited in a beautiful contrast with the white satin sheet in a second. Well for a vampire, a second seems to be the longest second ever cause they move with their impulse in a heartbeat not a second. Yes, we actually have a heart and it beats. Shall we celebrate over it?

“My aren’t you a clever one. I mean aside from the obvious my cold touched skin, red lusty eyes and an appetite for you. Hmm it’s a very tricky thing to figure out.” I rolled my eyes once more.

“Don’t patronize me.” During that time I simply cannot enter a frown instead a sadistic smile since he really is amusing for a human soul. In a quick gesture I took control of this cat and mouse thing and made him trapped by my long arms. My eyes caught the sight of his Golden blonde hair with a dark color of luminous brown of his roots scenting away a sweet smelling white chocolate scent into my nostrils that got me hunger for his blood.

“You’re lame you know that.” I made a disappointing sound when he refuses to give in to my gestures and my words. Its like it doesn’t affect him at all in any kind of way.

“Thanks, I prefer smart and genuinely strong hearted that vampires just have troubles to lure me into their persuasions.” The voice saying a word whatever called out from me to him as I closed the door behind me and got me a talking sister blabbing about her awful last night with her very famous boyfriend.

I was about to write more but my pen got stopped. Till next time you thirsty souls, signing off.